A day full of emotion. The hours went by so slowly and the steroids made him ride an emotional roller coaster.
Today he told me he hated me. But then later he told me I make him feel better. He told me he wanted to punch me. But then later wanted me to hug him and hold his hand. He told me he wanted to kill himself and there was no point to living. Then later told me he can’t wait to be happy and fall in love and be a good dad.
To say I’m exhausted and emotional myself riding this wave right along with him is an understatement. Sigh.
Tomorrow afternoon we go to the hospital for a quick bloodwork appointment. Then Tuesday we have a longer appointment moment with complete blood count and chemo. But then, fingers crossed, we’ll be heading home.
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